How Will I Laugh Tomorrow (When I Can't Even Smile Today)
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like no one cares at all.
Always an emotion, But how can I explain - How can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose, But you can't explain, The same with my pain. Caught up in emotion, Goes over my head - Goes over my head. Sometimes I got to think to myself, Is this life or death, Am I living or am I dead?
The clock keeps ticking, But nothing else seems to change - Problems never solved just rearranged. And then I think about all the times that I've had - Some were good, most were bad.
I search for personality And I look for things I cannot see. Love and peace flash through my mind, Pain and hate is all I find. Find no hope in nothing new, And I never had a dream come true. Lies and hate and agony - Through my eyes it's all I see.
If I'm gonna cry - Will you wipe away my tears? If I’m gonna die - Lord please take away my fear. Before I drown in sorrow - Well I just wanna say... How will I laugh tomorrow, When I can't even smile today?
Today, today, today. When I can't even smile today - Today today, today. When I can't even smile today - How will I laugh tomorrow - When I can't even smile today? How will I laugh tomorrow - When I can't even smile today?
You think something's Funny…..? Laugh at this!
So when I look outside my room, I see the world but not the reason. What it’s done to me's not fair, You call it fate, I call it treason. But I know not what to do, Give me a sign I’ll take whatever. But if you want me, here I am. Ain't gonna cry forever.
And I tried to hold ya - But you just turned away. And I tried to tell ya - But not a word I say. I cried, "I’m so lonely." - But you just covered your ears. I gave you all the signs - But you ignored my tears.
So if you want me, Here I am - I sit here waiting for your decision. But my body fights my mind - They're heading straight for a collision. So what am I gonna do - If I'm still looking in all the wrong places? But the only thing that seems to change, Are the looks on their faces....
Doesn't anyone...? Seems like no one cares at all. I search for personality And I look for things I cannot see. (Does anyone even care at all?) Love and peace flash through my mind - Pain and hate is all I find. (Seems like care at all.) Find no hope in nothing new, And I never had a dream come true. (Does anyone even care at all?) Lies and hate and agony - Through my eyes it's all I see. (No one cares at all.)
How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? When I can't smile today - Today, today, today. When I can't smile today - Today, today, today. When I can't smile today. How will I laugh tomorrow? When I can't smile today. How will I laugh tomorrow? When I can't smile today.