Playing dead, lying on the edge of my mattress. Don't breathe out or in. Oh god, don't open up your eyes. When you do, you'll realize that this is not a dream, this is everything. This is me, and I'm lying through the space between my toes. I still wince when we wake, despite us waking in our clothes. And I made my bed up nice. I'm still not sure why. You and I, we destroy it every time. - \"I am honored to break your heart\". - And there are books that I have read, solely because you've written notes in them. I want to be weightless, I want to jump twice, I want to dance to The Cure all night... I am honored to break your heart.