Do you think I am happy watching you destroy yourself, watching you change what I love the most? This is something I've never felt before, a pain I never wanted to feel. No matter how many times I tell myself everything's okay, you keep pulling me back time and time again but never change. I hope in hearing this you understand why I feel this way. I can't keep doing this with you. I can't feel the same. I wish I never met you and it's hard to admit that. You played with my heart for so long... What did you expect? You will probably say that this is my fault. But I can assure you that it is yours.