I have lost the unobtainable, I am faithless and afraid, My emotions are unstable, control is hanging by a thread And the misery of the world is weighing heavy on my shoulders, My belief has not unfurled and I'm not getting any older, No, I'm not getting any older and the world is turning colder…
There's a gathering storm eating up the night, There's a tension of souls, can you feel it bite? It's because we're not living on our own terms, Swept on a wave branded by society's burns. We're not happy with this unnatural law, We've moved into check into a corner of flames, Half of us staled in a late mating game, We're just trying, just crying for.
The right to give, the right to fail, The right to fall, the right to live, the right to have feelings… The right to see, the right to be, The right to need, the right to feed, the right to give meanings… The right to love, the right to care, The right to share, the right to sow, the right to show the right signals… The right to fight, the right to spite, The right to do, the right to lose, the right to find the right answers…
I am nailed to the cross of my own pernicious anguish… (Collapsing at a loss into some kind of selfish languish)
I'm bribed by irresistible strangled by the air, Blind and still equivocal dispossessed by heir.
And I have no faith, I have no unbelief, There is no neutral ground, there is no relief (no relief for me!). I didn't get what I expected to receive, Don't let them tell you what they want you to believe.
And I'm searching for some space in my life While people all around me multiplying just like flies, The whispering millions, their hunger it is loud, A silent frustration breeds in every crowd.
And I have no faith, I have no unbelief, There is no neutral ground, there is no relief (no relief for me!). I didn't get what I expected to receive (what should I recieve!), Don't let them tell you what they want you to believe.
And I'm drowning in a sea of my own futility…
And I have no faith, I have no unbelief, There is no neutral ground, there is no relief (no relief for me!). I didn't get what I expected to receive (what should I recieve!), Don't let them tell you what they want you to believe.
Look at me drowning in a sea… Look at me drowning in a sea…