Bella Morte [Prod. Monoxide, Eric Davie & Randy Lynch]
I feel her touch like a cold breeze tickled my neck She here to show me more ways of the dark I would expect her to know by now, I won't bend or Be afraid of anything she shows me or anything she say
She want me to be scared 'cause she feeds on fear And show me horrible things so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and coming with new eyes That show me people covered in blood and ready to die
I'm afraid of my own self and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my dome I know that you're alone and I figured we could talk If she don't get under my head then I'm blowing my shit off
She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the walls To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now it's become so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be afraid
She didn't know I was use to it, flash backs Trigger my brain and shoot through it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going insane then I'm taking somebody with me Out the window of the glass house you been living
And if I'm just another page that you can turn and get away from Then please do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner then later 'cause I'm feeling My patience growing thin in this relationship
And they'll cradle you in the grave all the hate into my mind state There's only one way to retaliate Grab the thirty eight and hold it to my temple Waiting on the word and now it all seems so simple it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop when she sees me holding the gun Or a suicidalist is what I'm going to become I'm hoping you can learn from my past and what I've done And in the long run maybe you gonna know how to use a gun
Why are things so wicked when I sing of evil spells And hidden incognations to open the gates of hell What if style were wicked, would I wear human skin With magic tongue rings and cane, display the skeleton
What if hell were heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it really change the balance here on earth Care to think about it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity it's a crypt that I'm trying to keep a hold on
I just want to be left alone So everybody please just go away Inside of my mind is where she calls home And I just can't take another word she say
What if the rose was wicked, would it have teeth Would it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in they cheek What if blood was wicked, would it make me want to fight 'Til I drew blood stained in my teeth like bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint with blood Would I sculpt with guts, would I mount human heads to the wall with love Probably all of the above and then some Spend a little time on these streets, son
She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the walls To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now it's become so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be afraid