(2011) produced by Homie Beats Productions (Germany)
[Verse 1]
They tell you that you need to face the light begin the battle Failure to realize the creation of a shadow But there's a purpose don't neglect to see it Cuz the world is make believe That may be enough for some But I need a better reason Distinct from the sleepless lesions that are leaking Deep inside my bloodstream Disgusted with the disease just like a cum stain Soaking up my love to dream Becoming a junkie suffering over the \"someday\" That still never came Lucky maybe but it's lonely lately Incapable of framing goals to hang them on the wall Let alone having someone special to come and watch A number to call when I need to get in the locked doors Combination? I forgot yours Afraid to feel regret is only leading us to introspective inaction Broken hands with all these pieces to pick up But I'm not that talented When everything is based upon a wish Empty to reflect yet live What do you have left to give?
[Hook]
And my.... letting my..... shadow become me (I said I'll be your biggest fears) My shadow becomes me Or have I become the shadow?
[Bridge]
I walk the path that's laid astray I hope I haven't gone away Is all okay? It's darker days Wanting fate to fade and change I called to make amends But hell still has my number Nothing is no longer promised Want an end but progress hunts my haunted summer Getting further digging deeper This is where we are Rest of the world is just reverb Echoes of the stars Teach me to regain, reclaim, remain amidst the cloud cover But when I slip away I hear the sounds of her...
[Verse 2]
Pulling me under and taking away everything I worked so hard for Couldn't come up and resolve all the problems that we never brought forth Your lost soul became a fossil that I dropped off the side of my road Loved to play with fire, but you couldn't fuck with pyros A dying rose you're withered Not even worth the embers that resemble Thorns and splinters that absorb your center Like a wizard, sorcerer The missing matter that you've grown to love Invisible ladders there was more to us Of course there was Now it's war and blood Forced to shadows Castles made of glass that shattered Porcelain ammo and alabaster guns Bullet holes more than we could fathom Damaged on the run in quicksand While confronting one another Over a chance encounter never planned upon Failed to realize needs to fit the vacant spaces we belong Not at all Gone with the wind now like the fog Distant disappearing apparition magician Existence fucked up But I'm beyond metaphysical The calm dark cold that warms the heart While we watched and let it go Followed scars to find the trail of who you are And felt your soul with a pair of scissors Made the incision I let the blood drip hurt And spent too many nights in winter Unsheltered and bitter Hell is a shell that heaven needs to protect itself So It's funny that I found it with a pencil And here we thought it was special You're not special Just to let you know