haro mado o akete chiisaku tsubuyaita hawayu dare mo inai heya de hitori moonin asa ga kita yo doshaburi no asa ga tikutaku watashi no neji o dare ka maite haro mukashi no anime ni sonna no ita kke na hawayu urayamashii na minna ni aisarete suriipin baka na koto itte naide shitaku o shinakucha kurain namida no ato o kakusu tame mou kuchiguse ni natta "maa-ikka" kinou no kotoba ga futo atama o yogiru "mou kimi ni wa zenzen kitai shite'nai kara" sorya maa watashi datte jibun ni kitai nado shite'nai keredo are wa ittai dou iu tsumori desu ka nodomoto made dekakatta kotoba kuchi o tsuite deta no wa uso kou shite kyou mo watashi wa kichou na kotoba o rouhi shite ikite yuku naze kakushite shimau no desu ka warawareru no ga kowai no desu ka dare ni mo aitakunai no desu ka sore hontou desu ka aimai to iu na no umi ni oborete iki mo dekinai hodo kurushii no sukoshi koe ga kikitaku narimashita hontou ni yowai na ikkou ni susumanai shitaku no tochuu mourou to shita atama de omou "mou riyuu o tsukete yasunde shimaou ka na" iya iya wakatte'masu tte nan to naku itte mita dake da yo wakatte'ru kara okoranaide yo shiawase darou to fushiawase darou to byoudou ni zankoku ni asahi wa noboru ikite'ku dake de seiippai no watashi ni kore ijou nani o nozomu to iu no naze ki ni shite shimau no desu ka hontou wa aisaretai no desu ka sono te o hanashita no wa dare desu ka ki ga tsuite'masu ka jinsei ni taimu kaado ga aru nara owari no jikan wa itsu na n darou watashi ga ikita bun no kyuuryou wa dare ga harau n desu ka sankyuu arigatou tte iitai no sankyuu arigatou tte iitai no sankyuu ichido dake de mo ii kara kokoro no soko kara oonaki shinagara arigatou tte iitai no naze kakushite shimau no desu ka hontou wa kiite hoshii no desu ka zettai ni warattari shinai kara hanashite mimasen ka kuchi o hirakanakereba wakaranai omotte'ru dake de wa tsutawaranai nante mendokusai ikimono deshou ningen to iu no wa haro hawayu anata ni haro hawayu