Hello! I opened my window and whispered. How are you? Alone in my room, with no one. Morning! The morning has arrived, with a heavy downpour. Tick-tack. Someone please rewind my spring for me.
Hello! I think that kind of person appeared only in old anime. How are you? I am so jealous, that someone can be loved by all. Sleeping... I must stop saying silly things and start preparing. Crying... In order to hide my tear marks.
"Oh well whatever" has become my favorite phrase. That line from yesterday went straight over my head: "I don't have any expectations of you anymore." Well, even I myself don't have any expectations of myself, but still, what was THAT for?!
The words that escaped from my throat were nothing but lies. Today, too, I have wasted some valuable words, as I continue living my life.
Why is it that you end up hiding it? Is it that you're scared of being laughed at? Is it that you don't want to meet anyone? Is that really true? Drowning in a sea of the name "ambiguity", I'm suffering because I can no longer breathe. I now have a small urge to listen to someone's voice. I am so weak.
With my preparation going nowhere at all, I start thinking with my hazy head: "Should I just find a reason so that I can rest now?" Nah, I know, I know, I'm just saying things, that's all, but I'm not going to rest, so don't get angry at me.
Be I happy or miserable, the morning sun will rise fairly and cruelly. I'm already trying my best just to live, what else do you possibly expect of me?
Why do you end up being bothered by this? Is it that