My heart is haunted by you In a way, I want to dedicate my life to you.
youki na kotoba no ura no omowaku ni kidzukenai
I do not notice the message hidden behind your cheerful words
saa kaerou kimi no ude no naka ni
Shall I return, into your arms, then?
tsumitotte akai hana
I picked up a red flower.
warui watashi ni batsu wo ataeru you ni kono nodomoto ni sakasete yo higanbana ima ga owattemo koukai shinai sonna kyouchi ni iru
So to give punishment to my corrupted self, I let these spider lilies bloom inside my throat. Even if it ended now, I have no regrets I'm caught in by this condition.
kirei na no wa saisho dake inochi wa hanabira no you
They're only beautiful at the beginning, Petals as well as life.
setsugetsu no koi wa saita ai yo douka minotte
A love of snow and the moon bloomed, My love - let them bear fruit.
nee? furete okubyou wa hodoita
Hey, touch them and your timidness will be solved.
kajikanda yubisaki ni
There's a numbness in my fingertips.
warui watashi ni batsu wo ataeru you ni kono nodomoto ni sakasete yo higanbana ima ga owattemo koukai shinai sonna kyouchi ni iru
So to give punishment to my corrupted self, I let these spider lilies bloom inside my throat Even if it ended now, I have no regrets I'm caught in by this condition.
warui watashi ni batsu wo ataeru you ni kono nodomoto ni tsukitsukete higanbana mederareru koto ga ikigai dakara ima wa amaesasete...
So to punish my corrupted self, I thrust these spider lilies in my throat Since being admired is what I live for, I let them adorn my present...